"My foot is in the door, I'm just waiting for you to step inside"... I have changed a lot, a map of courses has opened up to me; and I am still trying to find the right course. I'm tired. And need adventure, my soul is dying and what's worse, I feel lost. Where I am at, I serve no purpose. While I have always been a creature leaving in a world of men, I have adapted and blended in perfectly. I still do not fit in. I see it, and everyone else sees it. This is not where I belong, and I am sure it confuses most... as well as myself. In a span of a few days I have gone from being eager and anxious to discouraged and reserved. I feel as if every day when I wake up, I take a breath and have my lungs filled with soot. (In the case for where I work, it is quite literal) I need to belong and find my place. I have peace with myself however. I am strong and always prevail. It is time for walls to break and bones to bend.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-3ZUQMBD5yI
